Pon De Replay

Moved on

2009-07-14T22:50:00.003+08:00

I'm gone. Like bye blogger. And hello tumblr. Click click.

About them.

2009-07-14T21:45:00.003+08:00

rah, i feel like a bitch. and yes, i feel like bitching about everyone and everything.
about those that claim they would be there, but aren't now.
about him whom i hate talking to no matter what.
about her whom doesn't care about me at all.
about them who always seem happier than me no matter what.
about her who's a giant fucking flirt and apparently, i hate her.
about her who has forgotten all about me now that she's got him.
about her who's happier with her life now.
about her who never cared about all my problems but want me to care for hers instead.
about them, who can never ever help me, no matter what.

OHWELLZXC, i know i don't feel happy at all. AHWELL. I shall go cry in my pillow which looks so tempting now. RAH.

you're a serious ass you know

2009-07-14T20:10:00.002+08:00

fuck you. honestly, fuck you. i'm fed up of you. i'm fed up of people telling me to go talk to you, just abit. i do lehs ._.

Today's been a shithole. I got my phone confiscated, i gained weight cos of how much i fucking ate during recess, i couldn't find Mrs Chia for my phone, i burnt my tongue, i got whacked by my mum cos i came home like late, i fucking cried cos of everything. OHWELL.

Priscilla's having a good life. Ahwell, life's unfair yes. And, my tongue fucking hurts ._. SHITOZXC. I need to like leave this fuckedup life? Anyone? Like fucking ram me against the wall, and like give me some amnesia. So at least, i'll feel better. RAH, i ain't gonna rant no more. No one can help. UGH.

I missed you like fuckzxc

2009-07-13T16:54:00.002+08:00

Rah, i missed you, i missed our friendship, i missed the times we were crazy together, i missed the times when we could talk about anything under the sun, i missed the times when i would talk to you till late at night. And just now, it felt like those times.

Ok, screw with the sad i-miss-you part. Hahahah. I'm a procrastinator D: I said i would study. And what the fuck am i doing? Using the computer ._. Watching youtube videos. WTH la D: I should have gone to the library and study today D: And now, i'm sleepy ._. And my pillow looks so tempting D: DAMNNIT.

you don't believe me

2009-07-13T15:44:00.002+08:00

School was good :D Hahahah. Arguing with MrWoo early in the morning, listening to MsGoh talk about lit (surprisingly i paid attention), doing geog test with a bad stomachache and a screwed teacher who doesn't let me go toilet ._. Going for recess and laughing my ass off at Nurul. Listening to MrSem slowly teach history and i actually could understand it (BUT, it was interesting k). Beating Yi Kai in naruto heros 2 thing during math.

Ohwells, that pretty much sums up what happened in school :D Anywayyy, went Clementi with Amanda and Nurul since Jun Xian has something up and couldn't go study. Ohwellzxc. It was damn fun with those two uh. Laughing on the bus was shit. Cannot stop one. LOL. Hahahah. It's been like, long since i last went out with Amanda uhs :D Hahahah.

AND IMMA GO STUDY WITH PRISCILLA AND NURUL (i think). Hehs. K, me go studyzxc now. My mum has to be proud of me la can :D Hahahaha.

Paparazzi

2009-07-12T21:39:00.001+08:00

Ok, i suddenly don't feel happy. Heh. Shitozxc. I feel like screaming, and crying, and fucking get my lip piercing. BUT, ohwell. I think i'm getting moodswings. NURUL~ I want school to start faster, so i can laugh my head off at you and Priscilla D:

Aw man.

Nuffnang

2009-07-12T19:44:00.002+08:00

K, i'm super bored now. HAHAHA, i think i'll go message Acelyn and kill her with my boredom. HAHAHAHA. Awesome, i know. And imma go put nuffnang back into my blog :D Teeheehee, so click click k :D Hahahaha. I think, i'll click it myself also can. HAHAH, joke :D Ohwells, takoballs for dinner :D Man, i'm gonna grow fat. Sigh.

School tomorrow, and i'm so boredddd D: And there's that geog test, that fucking geog test. OMG ._.

GUM!

2009-07-12T11:38:00.002+08:00

Teeheehee, Allen's gonna help me piercezxc :D But ._. That loser's gonna charge me money. Wahlao. ANDANDAND, i scared he anyhow anyhow uhs D: Then i over there, face paralyze. Then like one spastic person, mouth keep open there. LOL LOL LOL.

K, on the other hand. I've got tuition this evening. Sigh. AND KNOW WHAT. I've got jumbo wrigley's juicy fruit :D LOL, not making sense, i know. But the taste last longer! Ohmyhahaha. Heh.

MY SIS GOT PROBLEMZXC SWALLOWING HER PILLZXC. Teeheehee, orhbee! LOL, shall go talk to Melvinzxc on fb now :D

fuck.

2009-07-12T01:14:00.002+08:00

A person who would never intentionally hurt you, lie to you, deceive you, manipulate you, abuse you and who takes great care to be kind to you, honest with you, dependable and loyal. Someone who you trust without question because they have never given you any reason not to trust them. Someone you enjoy being around and look forward to seeing. Someone who would sacrifice themself for you. That someone's a real friend.

OMG. If that's called a real friend. Then fuck, i don't have much.

ohmyfuckinggod

2009-07-11T18:18:00.001+08:00

OHMYFUCKINGGOD. There's geog and physics test next week ._. OMG, i'm gonna fail it D: FUCK. K, me go mugzxczxczxc now.

drifting and drifted

2009-07-11T16:13:00.004+08:00

i need to talk to you, now. but, you've got your problems which seems seriously bigger than mine. maybe it's different now, since you're there and i'm still here. and now, it just feels like you don't care anymore. you've got your friends, your own group of friends. and i've got mine. we said we wouldn't drift, but ohmyfuckinggod. where are we standing now?

Ok, screw the emo part. Anyone wants to go out? :D K, i don't feel happy. I go take penknife and kill myself nowzxc.

well, it's not like you cared anyway

2009-07-11T13:15:00.002+08:00

Short post, cos i'm late for tuition. But i felt like blogging :D Heh. Know what, no one should go buy the chicken rice at 329. It sucks i tell you, SUCKZXC! From the rice to the colesaw to the chicken. OMG LA, waste my 3bucks. Sigh. K, I GO NOW~

she said it's my fault you're like this :/

9 hours~

2009-07-11T01:12:00.003+08:00

Met Hazel in the morning, went to school. Blahblah. HOME EC :D I like, hahahahah. Made porridge ._. Loser Ms Tan, say chicken not cooked properly ._. In the end what happened? Overcooked. Pro or what. LOL, recess was fun uhs :D Hahahaha, :D

K, anyways. The rest were boring :/ Sigh. Went out with poop. Went plazasing, then cathy, then home fetch my sis, then jurongpoint, then bugis and finally that new shoppingmall at bugis. LOL, and we're out for 9 hours. And still couldn't find her bag :/ OMG uh. SORRY POOP :D

K, home. Talked on the phone, computered, homeworked, bathed. And called Acelyn. HAHAHAHAH, talk to her can laugh like mad one uhs. Hahahah, but it's nice uhs. K, me go wait till she bathe finish then continue. HAHAHA.

I wouldn't get jealous,

2009-07-09T17:58:00.003+08:00

LOL, school today was good :D I think. Hahaha. Didn't go to school with Hazel, cos i was too sleepy to wake up. So, went to school, ALONE. Hahaha. Bio first thing in the morning. SUPER CUTE YOU KNOW :D Mdm Valli showed us some videos. Super cute ones still :D Photosynthesis song, LOL. The boys were singing along, damn cute. Hahahah. CME thereafter, so obviously very slack right.

Recess, was with Arynna majority of the time uhs. Talked to her then went down. Math, was fine uhs. Hahaha. Didn't skip chinese. GOOD RIGHT! Hahahaha, sat with Amanda :D Blahblah. Physics was great :D I like. English was plain shit canzxc. Mr Woo caught us going to the toilet when he hasn't reached. OMG LA, can't blame us right. He took too long to come xD HAHAHAH. So yeah, never paid attention through out the lesson :D

Went WestCoastPlaza with Arynna, Nurul and Yi Xin. LOL, made me laugh like mad can. HAHAH, damn cute. And Nurul thinks the both of them are cute la. HAHAH, especially Yi Xin. Nurul went home then went JurongPoint with Yi Xin and Arynna. LOL, talked alot alot on the bus :D I SAW LES, after eternity and millennium passed? HAHAHA, :D K, got bubbletea, watched MJ. Then MRT-ed home. Talked to Arynna while waiting for her bus. LOL, damn loser la.

K, today's a happy day :D And my legs are aching like mad D: Walked to much. BUT YAY, i enjoyed myself :D Weee

EFFING HEAVY EYEBAGS

2009-07-08T18:02:00.003+08:00

I'm so grumpy now. Altho i had my sleep, i'm still grumpy. Well, cos i have to be an idiot and always hear my phone vibrating. Then, cos i heard the damn phone, obviously i pick up. Then i hear my mother screaming at me to wake up ._.

I wake up already, then i get this headache which i think resulted from, being too full from macs and sleeping with a bright light in my face. HAH. And, i think i sleep better sitting than lying down D: Fuck. And, i've got effing heavy eyebags that aren't obvious cos, i'm so chaotah. Damn it, i bet if i'm like my sis's skin colour thing, IT'LL BE SO FREAKING OBVIOUS. Psh.

I'M SLEEEPYYYYYY

2009-07-08T16:09:00.001+08:00

Damn it, i'm super sleepy. So, i'm too lazy to blog much. Went to school with Hazel, skipped Assembly, skipped Napfa, skipped Chinese, art, games during bio, mac with Amy. There, that's what happened :D

OK, i'm off to sleep now :D

I don't like the way you are now, idk why :/

i'm an ahlian, wow.

2009-07-07T22:23:00.003+08:00

wow.
i'm scary.
i've got big backup.
i'm freaky.
no one should be friends with me.
i'm an ahlian.

wow. you're damn pro. i really want to fucking storm up to your class and slap you and fucking make you cry. bitch. wait till i really hear what you say, I'LL FUCKING THROW BASKETBALLS AT YOU IN YOUR CLASS AND MAKE SURE YOU CRY.

i'm not happy.

And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die

2009-07-07T20:51:00.003+08:00

RAHHHHH. There's my awesome 'fighing spiders' on teeveee! I'M GONNA WATCH IT! I like :D HAHAHA. K. Slept for an hour, and guess what. It made my head heavy like fish. And i wanna puke cos i skipped dinner :/ Tsk, what to do D:

K, I GO WATCH NOW. MY SIS IS A NOISY BITCH, I WANT TO SLAP HER MOTHERFUCKING MOUTH UPSIDE NOW IF SHE FUCKING MAKES ANOTHER MOTHERFUCKING SOUND.

heartbreakzxczxczxc

2009-07-07T18:25:00.002+08:00

Today, school was good :D Why? Cos, i liked physics :D And math, altho that loser MrWong kept picking on me whenever i talked. Then, Chinese k i skipped quite a bit with Priscilla. But returned cos got that LOSER TEST. Then recess, HAHAHA. I found out stuffs i expected to find out, hm. Sat with MrLim which resulted in heavy laughters cos he's so horny ._.

K, wanted to skip but realised it was CME. Omg la, we imediately ran up xD Hahaha, CME was plain crap la ._. Then English, HAHAHA. Wanted to skip the whole 2 periods. But whatever, i was damn lazy to stay in the toilet with Priscilla, but whatever. Left to class soon after. English was shit, but whatever.

Then there's this part in class. LOL, i was entertaining Melvin can.

Me; Yeah, so we go...
Melvin; Yeah, so we go...
Me; Melvin, you want go geylang ah.
Melvin; No, i want go sex with you ( or something like that.)
Me; HAHAHA, bring condom ok, i wait for you.
Melvin; Hahahah, ok.
Me; OK :D I want strawberry flavour hor.
Melvin; Ee, get chocolate la, better.
Me; Fine fine.
Melvin; What time you want? 12AM?
Me; Ee, don't want. So late.
Melvin; Then what time you want? 10?
Me; Yeah.
Melvin; At night or morning?
Me; Of course morning la, the earlier the better ma.

Hahahaha, i was so crappy can.

Went Queensway with Angie :D Got my earsticks and my third again. HAHAH, left to StMargs cos i wanted to look for Acelyn and Grace, but they still had class. Aw, then left to STC since i wanted to ask about the transfer in thing. WAHLAO, SCREW THAT INDIAN BITCH I TELL YOU. No vaccancy ._. LOSER.

Went to tiong thereafter for stuff to eat. Went back home after that :D KNOW WHAT, all the taxi drivers from queensway talk and talk non stop. OMG LA, i want sleep also hard D:

OUT WITH POOP TOMORROWWW

2009-07-06T23:24:00.003+08:00

Ohmygod. I just realised how much i actually dislike you huh. Tch, ohwell. Blame me for having a friend who's damn close to you or else, i'll bitch the fuck out of you. BITCH.

School tomorrow, weee. I WANNA SKIP ASSEMBLY :D Priscilla, wanna skip it with me? Hahahaha, andandand. I think i'm piercing my ear again, YAY. So yes, i'm going to queensway with poop tomorrow for it :D

Most probably not sleeping tonight since i slept this afternoon from 2 to 4 ._. And i forced myself, nice or what. So yeah, that resulted in bad headaches and bright flashes of light everytime i go from bright to dark places or get up too quickly. Heh. Or maybe not, i'm yawning already ._.

HAHAHA! I was burping excessively while studying. So yeah, that resulted in my mum telling me this, " if you burp again, you're gonna be my punching bag." Then, i burped xD HAHAHA, and ran. Teehee. Then i got gay, and everytime i burp, i'll say "Thanks Lord." See how nice i am :D AMEN.

i've been dying inside

2009-07-06T13:51:00.001+08:00

Was supposed to go play L4D with Jasper, but bloodyhell. My mum say what, you go out, come home i whack you ._. Like that changes anything, but i'm a really good daughter k. I listen to her one eh. K, that depends whether i die of boredom xD HAHAHAHA

School tomorrow, WEEE. Priscilla! Let's waste time during Chinese :D HAHAAHAH. Know what, i should stop eating takoballs for lunch. It makes me burp alot. Tch :/ And my mum's laptop suckzxc. I can't see my chatlogs ._. STUPID.

WALL E!

2009-07-06T11:34:00.003+08:00

LOL, the stupid 'the amazing spies' crap show is damn crap. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Stupid rubbish. And my mum no allow me go out ._. Screw her la. And i wanted to go lan ._. Screwed.

ARGHHHH. My mouth hurts. FUCKKK. Chewing then, -crack-. OMG, fucking painful. Then chew got the sound. Wtf. Bitch thing. BITCH. OHOHOH, THERE'S WALL-E TODAY! I'm gonna watch it. And someone slap my sister can, say change phone already, then now want change back ._. Make me cry la.

i will do myself the right and trust none

2009-07-05T21:34:00.003+08:00

Doing lit homework now. Know how screwed it is? Really, i can't read it ._. I've got to watch it ._. But, it's damn interesting :D TEEHEEHEE. I'm boreddd. LALALALA.

Had botak jones for dinner. AND FUCK IT OK, it has the most !@#!@%@#$! fish and chips. I hate it. Bloodyhell, plus so much ._. And i don't see why people like it. The fish is fine. But the fries suck ok. SUCK. Either that, or i just started hating fries. I think it's both uhs. HEH, means i don't like mac no more D: AW MAN. Butbutbut, i like chicken rice. ANYONE?

K, i was just plain plain bored. Shall get back to lit now :D plus, I WANNA WATCH GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST. Weee, i feel high. Hazel's high. YAY, LET'S HIGH~

Are you crazy? You know it's a game, and you want to play along. Wtf.

cos this moment's never coming back

2009-07-05T15:33:00.002+08:00

Hah! I got important thing to brag about. i got another phone~ Hahahaha. Sister agreed to change with me cos i don't like my phone anymore. Cos, i can't type properly with it D: So very hard to communicate with anyone. HAHAH, what crap.

And know what, WestMall's gonna be my favourite place. Cos, got alot of cute tiny tiny things called toddlers. LOL, i feel highhhh. WEEEEEE. K, i shall go do other important things. HAHAHAH.

Why is it the smallest things that will tear us down

2009-07-04T23:11:00.002+08:00

ARIES - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.

I only like the italic part. HAHAHA.

I don't feel happy.
I want to tell you the same things Priscilla has on her blog.
But, HAH. It's so hard.
Who cares la, it's over right.

I'm only 14, fucking 14

2009-07-04T20:21:00.002+08:00

I've seen it, but yet for some reason, i don't care at all.

So, i'm bored. So i guess i should blog :D Today's a happy day k. Nothing's gonna ruin it, nothing at all. I've got awesome gum, that if i eat too much of it, I GET SORE THROAT. HAHAHA, awesome!

And, i feel happy. Why? Cos i'm talking to someone i haven't talked to in the longest time, A MONTH. Oh, come to think of it. I talked to Alyssa last night. After what, half a year or a year :x Hehs, GOOD LA HORH :D

DINO!

2009-07-04T15:00:00.003+08:00

OMG. Fucking cute right? I love the babies in the movie la :D I especially like the blue eyed one or the brown eyed one or the other brown eyed one. K, whatever. I like all of them :D HAHAHA.

Tuition today, two new people. So obviously cannot slack already D: Screw it. Then, came home. Got whacked by my mum cos i went out yesterday. HAHAHAH. Didn't hurt anyways. HAHAH.

DINO-SAURS!

2009-07-03T23:14:00.003+08:00

LOL. School was better than good :D Home ec first, then recess, then skipping english :D HAHAH, then yeahs. Who cares anyway, definitely not ahwoo right. We stand outside the class for 2 mins. he dk. LOL. Bitch. Maths and then assembly. Damn screwed la. I barely understood the math thing ._. Gonna ask Hazel for help :D

Went Crescent with Nurul after school, cos why? I hoped to see Amanda, and where was she? IDK WHERE IN NEWTON. Wtf right ._. SCREW YOU UPSIDE DOWN AMANDA D: Loser. K, so i met Nurul's friend. I LIKE, damn funny. HAHAHAH, and she thinks i'm crazy ._. Wow. Hahahaha, then there's this part

Nurul's friend ; Cikgu.
Me ; Huh? Your cikgu's a guy?
-Both of them starts laughing ._. -
Me ; Guy mehs?
-Then i finally see her ._.
Me ; Oh.

Screwed right. HAHAHAH, even better. Her teacher asked me "are you joining higher malay?" in malay. WTFFFFFFFFF. Then i just stared at her wondering wtf she's talking about ._. K, stayed in their class for 1 and a half hour. Slept for 30 mins. HAHAH, cool yes. Train-ed home thereafter.

Talked on the phone, did stuffs. Got ready and left the house to watch... ICE AGE 3: DAWN OF THE DINO-SAURS. Damn cute. I like :D Fuck. I wanted to put up the baby dino-saurs photos D: But the internet's so screwed about xbox that it doesn't have the movie ones D: Cb. Home at 11 :D HAHAH. I like today.

did i ever tell you

2009-07-02T21:26:00.002+08:00

LOL. i'm back :D teeheehee, well cos i ain't confused anymore and i guess i'm sure of things :D but, my results aren't looking better la. so yeah, i doubt i'll post much. livejournal's nice :D i like. friday tomorrow, planning to skip class yet again. ahwoo doesn't care anyway.

i want Avril Lavigne to write new songs D: I WANT.

Be honoured

2009-06-29T22:34:00.005+08:00

HAH! Bcb, be honoured i'm out of MIA just to write this post for you. Well, i'm sorry i couldn't give you advice or what ( i can't even give advice ._. ). Cos i'm been busy being an ass, i'm sure you know why right.

Cos i couldn't phrased it better myself, i had to use that up there. And yeah, i think that's kinda true alright. He's not worth it, honestly. He's an heartless ass k. Damn not worth it. Unless he has serenaded for you by your window, then i shut up. But no, i doubt he has right? Don't be sad over him anymore k. You said you're moving on, so just do it. Don't care about him, and yeah. It'll be easier.

Hm, i guess since i'm going back to MIA. Happy advance birthday Hazel Lee and Tay Yan Min :D Hahaha, your cake was awesome k :D

until i feel better

2009-06-27T11:22:00.000+08:00

i'm going on MIA, till i feel better, till my results look better, till i'm finally sure of things.

some things are beyond my control.

2009-06-27T01:53:00.002+08:00

it's 2am, yet again. i've got to find someone to stay up with me during the hols la. hahaha, gonna have to wake up at 8 tomorrow. tch. i can't sleep. and honestly, i'm really suffering from insomnia or some other illness. the one that causes you to not be able to sleep. pfft, and i've got shoulder aches.

and i still don't feel happy. and i found out that the maximum number of facial expressions that a human face possesses is thirteen. cool :D and i need to sleep, RAH. someone buy me sleeping pills, i'm gonna resort to those D:

i'm gonna forget that i actually liked you

2009-06-26T23:52:00.002+08:00

hah, i think tonight, i would get insomnia again. and Allen's gonna be the poor person to tahan it, that is if he's still awake uh :x talking to Shien-Li now. i need Nurul and Hazel now D: pfft, i don't don't don't don't like feeling emo emo emo. damn screwed.

pfft, i'm hungry D: i'm gonna grow fat ._.

hey bcb, you aren't the only one who changed. i changed too. LOOK, we're the changing bcbs :D

Movies in Minutes

2009-06-26T21:54:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA, i like these :D

SCREW THAT CHEM PROJECT

2009-06-26T13:20:00.002+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i've got that bloody hypothesis, but now. i ain't got no research ._. stupidstupidstupid. and apparently Priscilla reads my blog, but no tag D: WAHLAO, what is this la. pffft. ok, chem project is stuck in my head. DIE, and my handwriting ain't readable ( i forgot the word D: ), and my english is dropping.

OHSHIT, speaking of english. that damn compo. pfft, who cares, i ain't gonna do it :D

So I can fall asleep tonight, or die

2009-06-26T11:26:00.003+08:00

hehs, i overslept today. so, i got woken up by an expected phone call :x tsk, and i've got to wake up that early tomorrow ._. wahlao. k, met Amy, passed her stuffs then went library and stuff. got home, remembered about chem project, panicked like a headless chicken, and finally, i told them what topic and stuff. tsk, i need to find newspaper articles ._. wth la.

and i saw Hakimah, i think. hehs, i forgot alot of people's names :x she could see my hair colour :o really have to dye it back la. might be going out with Hazel later :D yay. HAHAHA.

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Now playing: HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS - Ohio Is For Lovers

why am i waiting for the time to come, so that i can talk to you

2009-06-26T01:07:00.003+08:00

so, it's 1 am and i'm not asleep. damn screwed. hahaha, thankgod for hols la :D talking to Bryan and Cheryl now :D gonna talk to Allen later, at 2. if i'm awake xD OHOHOH, ABC :D that's cool. hehs, i'm being lame. gonna meet Amy tomorrow for her breakfast then i go library. anyone wanna come? :D and maybe, i might go watch a movie with Hazel at night :D YAY.

OMG, Truman told me the homework. DAMNNN, i totally forgot about chem. and i'm quite sure JunXian, Priscilla and Nurul didn't remember it either. screwed la.

and my legs hurt. muscle cramps ._. but i didn't run D: tsk. ohshit, i just realised something. if i get through the spot check on monday, i wouldn't get through LenaAng. AHSHIT, screw her la ._.

i suddenly miss basketball :/ but i've got MC :/ and mspeh would most probably scold me for not coming for the whole holiday. shit, ohwells. what to do :/

who was i to tell you that?

yay, fox!

2009-06-25T16:50:00.000+08:00

OMG, SEE. so cute right :D

Quiz

2009-06-25T15:28:00.004+08:00

cos i'm so bored :D

Type down your reactions when someone says these phrases to you.

1. Why are you always like that?
- like what?

2. I just realized now that i love you.
- i realised that i love myself long ago, you're slow xD

3. Leave him already! You'll be much more happy with me.
- really?

4. Come on. Smile. You're cute when you do!
- tsk, i hope your nose grows long

5. Please do my maths homework too!
- and you do my chinese for me k :D

6. I am so blessed to have someone like you.
- yay, you're awesome :D

7. Why does monday come before tuesday?
- cos tuesday is before wednesday so monday can't come after it :D

8. I have two tickets to the Linkin Park concert. Wanna come with me?
- eh, i don't like Linkin Park xD

9. You are one of the most special people in my life. Did you know that?
- seriously, you're lousy at lying.

10. I think im falling for you..
- falling where? down? k, good luck

11. I cant smile without you.
- LOL, that's good. you'll look like a spas with me around

12. Thank you for everything, but you just aren't 'her'.
- obviously, cos you aren't anything

13. What's your mobile number?
- idk, i don't have a phone :D

14. Can i have this dance?
- no, i don't dance

15. May i escort you?
- where?

16. Do you still love him til now?
- no, i think

17. Haha! You were everything, everything i ever wanted.
- that was in the past what, tell me now for?

18. When will i get your sweet eyes?
- when i get diabetes?

"WHOS"_____________________________

19. Who is in the house with you?
- sis

20. Who are you thinking about now?
- no one

21. Who did you last talk to on the phone?
- mum :D

22. Whose house did you last go to?
- i forgot

23. Whose birthday is next?
- Hazel's (unfortunately xD) and Yanmin's :D

24. Who was the LAST person you loved?
- i love everyone :D

25. Who do you hope will take this survey?
- Anyone who wants to :)

WHAT's____________________

26. What was the last thing you ate?
- gum

27. What was the last thing you drank?
- Water.

28. What is the closest item near you that is blue?
- Ruler

29. What instant messaging service do you use?
- MSN.

30. What is your favorite color?
- i like any coulour, except pink xD

31. What is your favorite website?
- (psst, look at your address bar)

32. What is your favorite shoe brand?
- idk

33. What song are you currently hearing?
- No song :D

WHERE's_____________________________

34. Where do you live?
- Clement

35. Where do you sleep?
- On a bed

36. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
- Lapat got it for me :D

WHEN's____________________
37. When is your birthday?
- 30th March

38. When did you last burn a candle?
- forgot

39. When did you last see your dad?
- an hour ago

WHY's_____________________
40. Why do we have to go to school?
- to see the pretty colours of the world

41. Why are you taking this survey?
- cos i think it's kinda fun xD

:o another one :D

Objective: Are you mean and sarcastic? Have you ever answered people ‘meanly’ and sarcastically? If yes, show us how mean and sarcastic you are! If no, then you should try at least once in your life with this note.

Rule: Respond to these as sarcastic/mean as you could.
(YR stands for Your Response.)

If an annoying person says:
1) I am cute.
YR: compared to a troll, maybe

2) I am the most beautiful/handsome...
YR: yeah, from the bottom yes?

3) See, everyone likes me because I am rich and famous!
YR: exactly why i'm around you

4) Unlike you, I am perfectly multi-skilled. I do everything very well from sports to academic thingy..
YR: well, unlike you i don't live in self denial

5) You don’t know me? I am a Bruneian artist; I have albums.
YR: and then?

If an annoying pretty woman/handsome man says:
1) I know you like me.
YR: omg, you are so smart -'-

2) What are you looking at? I am not interested in you!
YR: eh? i didn't notice you, i was looking at that thing.

3) Sorry, you are nice but seriously not my type!
YR: LOL. i wasn't hitting on you -.-

4) UNLESS you are rich, then don’t dream that I will get a ride with you!
YR: who wants to ride with you, you've got nothing to ride on

5) Look, I am pretty/handsome; I can make people hate you!
YR: really? since when?

If an annoying extremely ugly woman/man says:
1) I think you and I can make a good couple.
YR: HAHAHAH, from our thinkings, i think otherwise

2) May I have your cell phone number? please please please?
YR: no

3) Hi, wanna hang out? I want you to be with me the whole night...
YR: seriously, i've got curfew

4) What do you like about me?
YR: um, i liked that we were strangers.

5) I want you to say that I am pretty/handsome and you like me sooooo much!
YR: i want you to go to the mirror and face up to facts

If your enemy says:
1) Hi bitch!
YR: sup faggot

2) You smell like shit!
YR: put down your arms and think again

3) I know you hate me because I am much better than you!
YR: since when?

4) What an ugly creature you are!
YR: why, thank you :D you're not much better yourself :D

5) I am going to own your ass in this race for sure!
YR: ew, you're perverse.

If your annoying ex says:
1) I still love you...
YR: and you can stop annoying me right?

2) I know you still love me!
YR: i know you're still annoying me

3) Please, go back with me honey/hubby...
YR: last thing you should call me, how am i supposed to get back with you when you called me that

4) Please call me...
YR: call you what?

5) The break up hurts me so much...
YR: get over it

If an annoying salesperson says:
1) Wow! You are so pretty/handsome!
YR: thanks, you're not much better yourself.

2) Seriously, I used this product and i've changed!
YR: for the worse?

3) We are giving a discount up to 50%!
YR: i've realised,

4) This one good sir/madam. Buy sir/madam, buy..
YR: then buy it yourself la.

5) That product is not good; it causes pimples all over your face.
YR: how you know? you've used it? is that why your face is like that?

LOL, that was fun :D k, WenLing's one now :D

1) Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
- Cheek?

2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- hungry :/

3) Who was the last person you took photo with?
- i forgot xD

4) Could you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- yes and no.

5) Would you ever donate blood?
- idk

6) Have you had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex?
- i haven't considered anyone my bestfriend :x

7) Do you want someone dead?
- who else

8) What does your last msg says?
- oops xD didn't bother asking. heh. i'll message you later, my dad's not happy ._.

9) What are you thinking right now?
- on the aircon and close the door D:

10) Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
- Nurul! i need to LOL badly

11) What is the time you went to bed last night?
- 12 plus

Where did you buy the tshirt that you are wearing now?
- Stitch

13)Is someone in your mind?
- Nurul

14) Who was the last person whom texted you?
- Amy

15) Tag 8 random ppl to do this survey
Amy, Hazel, Shien-Li, Jewel, Marshall, Vanessa, Carissa, Jasmine

16) Who is number 2 having relationship with?
- Me :D

17)Is number 3 male or female?
- Female.

18) Say something about number 1
- she shouldn't look back xD

19) Is number 4 single?
- Nope

20)Ever hugged number 6 ?
- YUP :D

i've decided, i think i'm going les's house tomorrow :D

so why don't you not care

2009-06-25T14:58:00.003+08:00

i'm back from hospital :D hahahaha, i got swine xD really waste time la ._. in hospital for 8 days. taking temperature every 2 hours, medicine every 4 or 6 hours, coughing every 20 minutes or so, and sleeping for most of the day. hahahaha. mostly talked on the phone, watch tv and sms. rah.

school's in a few days time. tsk, i've got to dye my hair back ._. screw. or maybe i should leave it, and if no one notices then i'm leaving it! HAHA. ok, i'm bored :/ shall bloghop :D hahaha.

you talked as if i wanted it, you talked as if i'm the worse, you talked as if i'm unchangable, you talked as if you've given up, you talked as if it's a waste of time curing me. tell you what, don't bother about me anymore cos i don't need it anymore, not from you.

screwed swine

2009-06-21T11:00:00.002+08:00

heh, i'm back :D hahahaha, these few days, have been sleeping alot :D hahaha, and talking alot to Amy :/ and what, i really hate the internet here. i can't use MSN ._. fucktard thing. rah.

got unexpected phone call this morning :o school's starting in a week's time, pfft. ohohoh, AMANDA NG. me gonna call you up sometime soon k :D be happy about that :D

i hate water now D: i really really hate it. every 30 mins, my mum comes and give me a cup of seriously-not-cold water D: so yes, i hate it D: as if drinking so many cups of water would change anything. if it did, then no more cancer what D: so, i hate water so much now D: screw it.

Back up,

2009-06-20T21:07:00.002+08:00

Janice is on MIA .

philippines~

2009-06-16T22:06:00.003+08:00

yay, pictures. my cousins had seriously alot of fun using my phone to take photos :o hahahaha. rah, i miss it there :/

freak

2009-06-16T17:28:00.003+08:00

like you aren't. LOL. messaging and MSN, that's the ways you talk to her. you don't know what to say when you're both on the phone. you need me to be there, you want to hear her voice but you don't know what to say. who's more pathetic. obviously your problems don't concern me, it never did. honestly, idk why i even helped you. maybe it's cos i thought it's fun, HAH. it was.

you wanted attention from her, and you can't tell her yourself, you needed someone to help you. you know what, you're a freak. you stalk people who have 'auras' and you play with people's hearts. just a freak man. whatever la, i'm done with you. good luck to whoever you're gonna make your PIC and to your first month.

how does it feel to be different from me

2009-06-16T16:06:00.001+08:00

back from philippines last night, was still sick. hehs. running a fever now. wahlao, i think i've got swine. hahaha. ohwells, philippines was great :D i like, hehs. rah, my head is hurting so bad now D: i want to cry. heh, go sleep first instead :D

i watched from a distance as you made life your own

2009-06-11T12:51:00.003+08:00

sup~ the sky's up. HAHAHAH, remember that bcb. teehee, philippines is sibei hot. RAH, i need aircon D: pfft, but it's fun~ i got a new bike :o but, me only using it for what, 3 days? tsk

anyways, went to a fair yesterday. SAW ALOT OF GAYS YOU KNOW. sibei scary. then there was one which when he lost money, he'll go -scream-, what is this. then when he win, he again -scream- YES! LOL. then there was others, who scared the shit out of me. hehs. and what, one of my relative's is gay :o tskkk

heh, going there again tonight. HAHAHAH, i wanna see that gay. damn funny la. LOL, then still want flirt with the stall person :o going swimming again later~ HAHAHA, can't tahan the heat :x i swam for 5 consecutive hours yesterday leh. OMG LA. sibei chaotah now. HAHAHAHA.

played L4D just now :D i don't like the zombies. they like to shock me, lucky i no weak heart uhs. or i at the lan shop just faint. HAAHAHA.

screwed mosquito bites D:

2009-06-09T17:01:00.003+08:00

yay, computer :D after like 5 days without internet or what. HAHAHAHAH, philippines is nice!~ teehee, i've got sibei alot of mosquito bites, cb siahs D: THE PLANE RIDE WAS NICE~ hahahhaha, i like. took a bus for what, 12 or 13 hours? my legs were practically asleep. rah.

in a lan shop at my mum's hometown :o i swam, ALOT :D hahahahaha, i don't think i turned darker :o OHOHOH, my cousins are all sibei cute la :D hahahah. and i can see stars at night here :D in sg, can barely see la. AND AT NIGHT, it's damn hot D: rahhh.

sometimes, i forget all about you

screw you for making me feel confuse

2009-06-04T11:56:00.002+08:00

rah, slept at 5 or 6 last night. how nice. and i couldn't sleep. don't know for whatever reason. hehs. then when the messages came in at 9 plus. WAHLAO, seriously tempted to wake up. but, cos i don't wanna sleep on the plane, so bobian

SCREW JIAOLIAN LA, i wanna play match too D: stupid Andrea, still tell me i wouldn't be here to play. HAPPY RIGHT D: 2 more hours D: and, i have gastric! screw gastric D:

i don't have that urge to talk to you anymore

2009-06-03T19:11:00.002+08:00

the inside of my cheek hurts, me being the smartest of all, scratch myself with a satay stick. no blood surprisingly :D hahahah, tuition in 15 mins D: hahahah, bathing in cold water is nice la :D teehee.

i wanna watch 'fighting spiders' :D but what, i'm going philippines so can't watch. screw this. plus, i've finished the book i wanted to bring to philippines :o hehs. i'm gonna die of boredom. PLUS, my headset's idk, half missing D:

and you're always rushing away

2009-06-03T15:06:00.002+08:00

I'M PLAYING MSN GAMES WITH ANGIE :D hahahaha. fun you know :D hahaha. talked till 1 last night. read my book till 2 then i finally gave up and slept. woke up at 10, forced myself back to sleep then woke up. used com. went down buy takoballs :D hahaha.

philippines tomorrow~ hahaha, and i have yet to pack my bags. tsk. k, me go play my bejeweled now :D YAY

yay, i made Avril laugh. HAHAH

2009-06-02T22:27:00.001+08:00

LOL. cos i'm so bored, i'm posting again :D hehs. gonna talk to Avril later. sad Angie's in hk already, RIGHT ANGIE. hahahaha. philippines in 2 more days. somehow, i want it to come faster. so at least, i wouldn't feel pressurized. at least, i would be able to do almost everything i want. at least, i would be able to get whatever i want. at least, i'll feel happier there

you know. my left thumb has a tiny lump i feel like biting off. rah. and i miss basketball D: screw me for not going today. BUT AT LEAST, WHEN I GO PHILIPPINES I CAN PLAY WITH MY COUSINS :D OWNAGE. heh heh :D then when come back, I'LL BE CHAOTAH!

last thing i wanna be labelled as

2009-06-02T20:15:00.002+08:00

rah, today was boring la :/ apart from the fact that Amy called me from hk. the rest is boring. used the computer the whole afternoon D: went to the library. trained there. bloodyhell, the MRT like one packet of sardines eh D: and sis and i had to bang into some manboobie person D: damn uncomfortable la D: rahh

borrowed books :D then bus-ed back. talk to Amy for awhile. Avril's gonna call me later :o imma go watch 'fighting spiders' later! YAY. i like :D

Marshall asked me to buy stuffs for him :o HAHAHAHA, i buy for you bolster uhs :D then can join your detachable lj group. HAHAHAHA, inside joke :D somehow, i've lost my appetite to eat D: drank alot of cups of greentea. me gonna get bad diabetes D: i remember in p6, before school 1 bottle, recess 1 bottle, lunch 1 bottle, training 1 bottle. HAHAHA

But no one hears your cries

2009-06-02T12:20:00.002+08:00

Amy called me this morning~ hahahahha. k, didn't go for training cos i woke up late :/ like damn late. hehs. used the computer then talked to Andrea for awhile, blahblah. going library later. i wanna read books~ hahahaha, leaving to Philippines in 2 days. rah.

watch ths video :D it's um, very unexpected :x

imy Mylo :/

2009-06-01T19:24:00.001+08:00

there's HSM on disneychannel now :o I'M WATCHING FIGHTING SPIDERS ON YOUTUBE :D damn funny, this part

"She's taking off her sarong."
"She's taking off her nehneh."
"Her what?!"
"Her bra la."

LOL. make me laugh like mad. hahahaha, screw you Amy. you're already on your damn plane D: soon it'll be my turn~ HAHAHA. i'm damn bored la. k, maybe i go back watch 'fighting spiders' already :D

i feel like a dinosaur, RAH

2009-06-01T12:20:00.004+08:00

woke up this morning cos i wanted to get my phone from their room. then back to sleep. woke up, went to class :/ damn boring la. Jewel came :D hahahahaha, laughed like an idiot at Nurul and everything in class xD k, then went to KAP to find Amy :D HAHAHHA, i'm such a nice person la. saw Andrea and Sheryl :D hahahaha, i got ice cream :D

gave Amy her hug then went home. decided to skip tuition cos i ain't got no mood for it. Amy Wong's going hk today, screw you. training tomorrow, everyone thought my muscle tore. THANKS ANDREA. LOL :D

fuck you screw

2009-05-31T23:23:00.002+08:00

i don't feel happy, not at all. whatever. woke up cos of that screw's constant shouting. whatever, went to SengKang in the afternoon. blahblah, bored to death there. home, com for awhile then left to plazasing. watched 'monsters vs aliens' i like :D damn cute and cos finally no screw or bastard telling me that i've disappointed them, that i've got no hope, that i'm just worthless.

whatever, finished went to walkwalk. went chinatown for bastard's and screw's dinner. blahblah, cabbed home. he kpkb bout my constant messaging. whatever la. like it'll affect me anymore. i'm leaving to philippines in 4 more days, don't have to listen to him for 2 weeks. only have to face that screw. but, what to do right, tsk

home, screw was super fucked up. shouted at me cos i didn't wanna move. then bastard came and extra. then took my phone. anything la k. that screw's not going to work tomorrow morning, how to go find Amy siahs.

no matter how you treat me, it wouldn't change anything. cos now, i just hate the both of you. honestly, have you forgotten how to be a kid. both of you keep telling me you had good results when you're young. yeahright, if you did. you wouldn't be stuck with this life, stuck with me and my worthlessness. i'm already what, 14. and you're threatening to whack me. wahlao eh. i've already grow out of that phase, why don't you.

What's done you can't undo

2009-05-30T12:20:00.002+08:00

didn't go training cos my leg still hurts D: tsk. I WATCHED MY INCREDIBLES :D so cool la, i like :D hahahaha, talked to Amy for awhile. messaged Nurul. oh, and our class shirt is ready already :D just need Deborah to pick up her phone and our mums to allow us out.

my dad hasn't asked for my results ehs :/ i scared he ask lehs :/ if he does, i sure die la. i don't want D: and i was so reluctant to go home yesterday. hah.

before we crash and burn

2009-05-29T19:24:00.002+08:00

LOL, the song 'crash and burn' has been stuck in my head since yesterday. THANKS HAZEL. hahahaha. today's the last day of school :/ k whatever.

went to school with Hazel. english first, damn slack. well, we're only doing filing what. come to think of filing, i've got some work to hand up :o ohwells, recess was boring. talked about people with Nurul and Priscilla. LOL. then chinese, damn slack too :x CME thereafter. slack too :D

got back PPR. damn screwed. i hate CA1. SCREW CA1. rah. got held back for awhile then went to bukit timah plaza with Amy. got my crackers :D then went KAP to sitsit. i saw her MG friends :o blahblah, then talked to her for awhile then went home.

he hasn't asked for my results. veh scared now :/ AND IMMA DYE MY HAIR :D i don't care what they say, now's the hols :D

And now I try hard to make it. I just want to make you proud

2009-05-28T20:55:00.002+08:00

it's her results. you make it sound like i'm the one who has gotten it. if she gets those grades, it's her problem. i cry, you say i'm trying to get pity. hello, is it wrong to cry. please, after everything today, i don't cry, i must have been crazy. the whole time you were scolding me, you're just plainly blaming me for whatever wrong she does. her grades dropped, my fault. she has attitude problem, my fault again. but, when she improves, not cos of me, cos of you and her alone. when she does something good, her credit.

since you came back, since 2005. my results, never good enough for you. i can never be compared to them. once compared, i'm just a disgrace to your family. not matter what happens, you were never proud of me. since that year.

and then, you asked what i wanted to be when i grow up so i would know what to choose for sub combination. do you know how hard it was for me to tell you. before i could answer, you said i had no ambition and never thought about my future. you said i'm not responsible, not yet matured and that you can never expect anything from me. and when i finally tell you what i wanted to be, you told me to dream on. that i can never reach it cos my results suck, and i'm only telling you those words to get your hopes up, but you know i'll never get it. how motivational, thanks. i really need that, really.

everything you say

2009-05-28T16:44:00.003+08:00

Went to school with Hazel :D HAHAHAH. talked alot. math first thing in the morning, followed by DnT. DnT was damn horny la. LOL. Alfred Goh ._. damn horny la. OMG. hahahahahah. then chem, got scolded by Mrs Chia cos our class every thurs come late for her class. BLAHBLAH.

recess, ate till sibei full la D: chinese was boring. walked around. went to ask Eyleen stuffs. HAHAHAHA, she's shy :/ anyways, english after that. damn slack too :x but, i laughed like mad with Nurul :D hahahaha, went to help Angie photocopy stuffs after school. i think, Nurul and Hazel can get along very well. laughing with them is damn fun too :D

bus-ed to clementi after that. the trip there was damn funny la. laughed like an idiot with Hazel and Nurul on the bus. HEH. ate longjohnsilver with them then walked around clementi before going to the bus stop. went to Hazel's house, and i'm still here :D HAHAHA. didn't go training cos i pulled my muscle. fucking hell, hard to walk you know. like cripple like that D:

wtf, i already say didn't mean to right. do you think i want ignore you one mehs. and please, i'm not so wuliao to pretend to care. even if i do pretend to care, i would have stopped so long ago. fine whatever, hate me. be my guest.

i miss you

2009-05-27T16:39:00.003+08:00

talked till late late with Angie, Avril and Wesley. damn sleepy this morning, i wanted to skip school la :x HEHS. but, no. went to school with Hazel in the end. blahblah, assembly in the hall. thank god. not so hot, so yeah. didn't sweat much.

heh, english first. LOSER MR WOO, talk to the heaven and talk to the earth. LOL. then math, talked to Mr Wong. blahblah, recess was nice :D had my favourite chicken rice :D YAY. hahahaha, k blahblahblah. geog, Ms Ray talked bout my attitude -.- whatever la, like it'll change anything.

anyways, after school. waited for Amy to come down then went to Bukit Timah Plaza to get Priscilla's corn chips. then went KAP. I SAW RACHEL! hehehehe. went back after.

i feel sleepy, maybe i'll go sleep later at around 5.30 :D

how do you sleep

2009-05-26T19:23:00.002+08:00

learning journey today was fun :D k la, i always think learning journey is fun xD don't have to rot in class blahblah. went to dragonkiln in some ulu ulu place. in jungle lehs :o quite cool one nehs :D hahaahah, did pottery :D and clay modelling or something. kinda fun, but my skirt got dirty la -.- bloodyfuck.

went back to school, painted my dino i bought :D SUPER CUTE OK. hahahaha, then ate alot. then training. training was shit, i was so so so bored there. cos i wasn't talking to any seniors, kept disturbing juniors xD hahahah. played captain's ball with them. LOL. damn cute la.

crapped like mad at the bus stop with Stephanie, Vaya, Briana and San. damn funny. on the way to clementi interchange also damn crappy. kept disturbing people xD San accompanied me to buy takoballs :D hahaha

home, blah. i don't like it at home. hais, school tomorrow. OMG, chem project. HOW D: die already la. DIEDIEDIE. talked to Shien-Li again :D hahahaha.

don't think i like you can

Don't waste your time

2009-05-25T22:25:00.002+08:00

on the phone with Shien-Li now :D talking to her alot these few days, YAY. was talking to Angie and Amy before she called :D hahahaha. training tomorrow :D learning journey too :D Amy got me corn crackers, YAY! hahahahahahahah.

got something to eat tomorrow during learningjourney :D hahaha, YAY. talking to Shien-Li is nice :D HAHAHAHA

the force of gravity

2009-05-25T17:22:00.002+08:00

skipped school with Amy today :D hahaha, met her in the morning. walked around clementi, waited for mum to go to work before going back home. let her sleep for awhile while i used to com, then i went to sleep :D HAHAHAHA. yay.

she told me stuffs again. hahaha, went to macs for lunch then went to bukit timah plaza to check something. then went to coldstorage. blahblah, went back home. slept till 5. cos of that, i've got a badbadbad headache D:

school tomorrow, going some dragon kiln rubbish place. FOR SURE HOT ONE. rah. dad's back D: lousy. i'm lazy to get out of my room la, hehs

word search

2009-05-24T15:07:00.003+08:00

HAH~ didn't go out today. supposed to go Nicolette's house, but since gay and les didn't go. so i didn't lo :D on the phone with Amy now. LOL. skipping school tomorrow. but idk where to go siahs D: BLEAHH.

is it me, or can't i talk to you like normal friends anymore. being friends with you was nice, really. but i guess, now i can't talk to you without being sarcastic, heh. sorry :x

aw, bcb. cheer up k. he's seriously not worth it, you've gotta move on already k. if he's gonna behave like that, let him. don't cry for him and let him see your weak side. i know you're stronger than this right? (:

BGT

2009-05-23T19:45:00.002+08:00

LOL, watching BGT videos on youtube :D HAHAHAHAHA.

damn gay la :D the first one :D

i can't fight anymore for you

2009-05-23T19:08:00.004+08:00

i remember this dino. i loved drawing it last year :D gave it to Lapat in the end. i heard someone's using it as her screensaver ehs? :D

didn't go training this morning. had tuition, and my cramps were killing me anyways. talked to Amy alotalotalot today. hahahaha. slept for awhile, which resulted in a bad headache == hehs

just had takoballs :D yay, i like. ps ah Hazel :x can't go out :x HEH,

it's killing me inside

2009-05-22T23:06:00.001+08:00

i wanted to skip school today lehs D: but since i'm getting geog paper back, had to go. met Hazel. went to school. blahblah. DnT, recess, chinese and english. not forgetting assembly. laughed alot with Nurul and Priscilla :D especially during assembly. HAHAHAHA, Wira like * like that. make us laugh like mad

OHOHOH, and i like hugging Priscilla :D LOL, walked out of school with Hazel, Andrea, Amy and Sheryl. HAHAH, went bus stop with Hazel. waited for her bus to arrive before going home to get clothes. went les's house thereafter. slacked for awhile then went to mac

ate fries and then left to MRT station. sneaked in, cos my card no money :D trained to bedok. then bus to ECP. walked and walked then reached there. not much people lehs :o tried cooking with les, but failed D: sadly. TSK, couldn't start the fire. saw Eyleen there, HI :D

k whatever, left at 9.30. cabbed to bedok MRT then took train back :D i'm damn tired la D: reached home, got nagged at -.- say what must reach home by 9. no later than that, any later must ask permission. LIKE THAT MAKES A DIFFERENCE. not going for training tomorrow cos got tuition :/ AND I'VE GOT FUCKING CRAMPS. whole day killing me. plus gastric now isn't helping that much D:

bcb, don't be sad anymore k. i know i wasn't much of a help, but yeahs. get over him and move on alright, there's other guys in the world right :D sg's so small, crying over a guy for so long isn't worth it. you have to look further :D

i don't feel good around you, how.

ego amo tu

2009-05-21T19:52:00.003+08:00

hm, went to school with Hazel. chinese first period. blahblah. did worksheets and shit. then bio, damn screwed la. hais, started a new chapter :o then music, no cher so went toilet with Nurul and Priscilla. called Amy out :D hahaha, then recess.

blah, maths thereafter. i think. kinda sleepy then chem. another new chap == got back lit, failed by a mark. RAH. then art. kinda crap la. HAHAHA

training after that. kinda boring la :/ i wanna train with juniors la D: hahaha, gave Priscilla a super sweaty hug. AHAHAHA. went back with Steph, Briana and San. damn crap la. AHAHAHA. then on the way home. Grace called :o then talked blahblah.

going to east coast with les and tab tomorrow. hahaha. dinner was shit. mum scolded me for my results D: i want to cry la.

that's honestly the last thing i need now

2009-05-20T23:14:00.001+08:00

i want to cry. i just thought of all my results, altho i improved for my other subjects. but i screwed bio, lit and chinese. and what, screw till so badly. i really want to cry. i need to go out with gay and les, at least i'll forgot it for that period of time.

putting those shit aside. there's training. hopefully i wouldn't get injured as much as yesterday. my hands and arms are bruised. then my feet hurts. RAH. i want to cry la D:

gonna talk to Angie, and hopefully i'll cheer up and get over my results. but it's gonna be hard la :/ my mum'll be constantly reminding me that i failed 3 subjects and didn't reach her expectations. very stressful you know D: blah, shall go talk to Angie now.

i didn't see 11.11, aren't you thinking of me

in another life

2009-05-20T19:22:00.003+08:00

OHOHOH, 100th post :D anyways today was nice la :D hahahah, went to school with Hazel. LOL. english first, stupid. cos of calculation error, i got 61.5% STUPID. anyways, history thereafter. benten didn't come to school :o heh. went down to eat with Priscilla for awhile. went up. talked and down for recess.

maths afterthat. got back paper2. OMG LA, BOOBIE GOT 82 LEHS. omg, the world's falling apart. bit by bit. RAH. then CME after that. damn crap la. TSK. chinese later. blahblah. went jurongpoint with Nurul after school. did classtee. damn crappy la ==

bus home thereafter :D slept for awhile. came home, talked to Amy, ate and bathed. tuition now :D YAY. HAHAHA

But it's eating me alive

2009-05-19T18:33:00.002+08:00

recently, 'slow goodbye' has been stuck in my head :/ talked to Angie till late last night. hahaha, crapped alot at her cos i was hyper at 12 plus :x woke up, went to school with Hazel. hahahaha, chinese first. failed it, kinda expected la :/ but i'm sad la. hais

english thereafter, it was overally fine la. but honestly, i'm not that contented with it la D: HAIS. anyways, recess was fine. maths, got back paper1. heh, i'm happy for it :D hopefully paper2 would be the same or better la (which is unlikely seeing how i suck at math). bio, learned about digestion. blahblah. then Ms Huang came in. talked to her for a while, she kept saying sorry to me cos i failed. hahahah, it's ok la. kinda expected that i will, but disheartened :/ geog, haven't gotten back marks. hahaha, Ms Ray was crappy la. HAHAHA, damn funny.

then training. trained with seniors. matched. injured myself :/ hehs. damn pain la. wearing slippers to school tomorrow :D yay. hahaha, there's history tomorrow. super unwilling to go to school tomorrow. RAH. i'm so dead. i want to cry. UGH

too bad

2009-05-18T19:11:00.003+08:00

rah, i wanna vomit la == blah. having very bad gastric now. and woah, i've got triple eyelids. ew, veh ugly. dinner soon but somehow i don't wanna eat.

lost my mood already la. knnb. funny how when i'm having my afternoon nap that everyone spams me with messages. stupidstupidstupid. roar, i feel damn irritated and pekcek la.

maybe it's cos you behave like a slut that's why they had those thoughts

screwed feelings

2009-05-18T16:03:00.002+08:00

today was shitzxc. went to school with Hazel. i like my bag xD blahblah. got back sciences. and i'm not happy with bio, i failed it == aw, comeon. like that how to get contacts and continue basketball man. FUCK. so yeah, cos of bio marks i wasn't that happy la :/ tsk

chinese marks first thing in the morning tomorrow, SO SCREWED. then english, ohmyfuck. sure die la. ROAR. math, ahwong said i just passed. then geog, geog can go bang wall la. Christine Tan mark one ehs == ccb. so screwed la. ROAR.

when it comes to you, there's nothing i can do

2009-05-17T20:40:00.025+08:00

Yay, hello Amanda :D

shitzxc, so spastic xD

:o Claudia looks blur la. LOL

Hello Vidyaaa

\m/

Yay, LOVE :D

alot of photos of Jane cos we used her phone. but it's ok :D out the whole day. i'm tired. hahahah, met Jane at MRT station there at 11 plus. went shaw house. waited for the rest. then went up to get tickets :D 17 AGAIN. hahahaha, watched it. damn awesome i tell you :D except for the court part, some kid screamed and broke the atmosphere thing. pfft, went to mos burger thereafter to find Claudia :D hahahaha, went to wheellock. ate pizza. sat there for what, an hour. just talking. LOL, then the waitress kept walking pass us xD

then Vidya had to go :/ went to cine :D arcade and got my anklet :D I LIKE LA. anyways, then went to esplanade. DAMN GAY I TELL YOU. hahahaha, took alot photos. hahahaha, rushed to the MRT station with Jane :D we walked damndamndamn fast la. LOL, on the train talked alot :D I GOT HUGGED :D

on the phone with Amy now. LOL. talking about booby traps == HAHAHA, yay. today's a fun day :D school tomorrow :/

and Amanda wants her name in the post. NAH, AMANDA'S GAY

number X

2009-05-16T20:17:00.002+08:00

watched X men today :D YAY, it's awesome. i like. iwannajointhemandbeamutant :D then i can be cooliozxc :D hahahaha, going out with Jane, Amanda, Claudia and don'tknow who else :D FASTERFASTER. i wanna go out :D

TEEHEEHEEE, i feel high :D damndamndamndamn high. HAHAHAHA

someone wake me up

2009-05-16T10:42:00.002+08:00

wanted to post yesterday, but was too tired to do so. hahaha, went les house. slept for an hour, hahaha. then bused to orchard with les to pick sis. ALAMAK, bus there 2 hours lehs == then my parents got irritated and my mum went to pick her instead. LOL, then cabbed back lo.

les likes my bag xD hahaha, went les house eat eat then went down. hahaha, talked alot la :D hahaha, then went up. she went to use com then i crapped with others :D damn funny la. HAHAHA, then crap till horny. LOL. then 12 plusplus went home :D used com till 1 25? hahaha, idk

didn't go training today cos i woke up with a headache. mum told me not to go :D so yeah, went back to sleep and got a effing screwed dream. i hate it. i really really hate it. STUPIDD,

cos you wrote my name across your hand

2009-05-15T13:17:00.002+08:00

ah, woke up. went to school with Hazel. went Amy's class, took book and got hug :D hahaha, listening. damn gay i tell you == 30 plus minutes? idk la, answered the questions and slept all the way. tired ma :x i slept late last night lehs. speaking of last night, i got a weird dream. omg :/ somemore got unexpected people in it. shitzxc.

anyways, back to today. went to queensway after school. I SAW GAY. YAY, ily gaygay :D hahaha, her friends are cute you know. hahaha, then went to vivo walkwalk. bought a toy :D i like it. hahaha, cabbed to stmargs thereafter. Angie's friend left to Jurong and doesn't want to go out since i've called her a bitch. gay, went Heeren and got my bag then home :D

i'm getting tired alot :/ how. hais, training tomorrow. movie tonight. sorry les :x shitzxc, someone be my messaging buddy D: i don't like my phone not vibrating man D:

Amy's out with Sharon, left me to rot at home. LOL. k, imma go les house now since i can't go tonight. she better appreciate it man :D

shitzxc, wth does it mean

2009-05-14T20:08:00.003+08:00

out with Angie for the entire day. hahahah, damn gay la. went fareast, then peninsular(sp?) then bugis. bloodyhell, don't have D: nevermind. went to Angie's house thereafter. met Tifanis then went to heeren cos we heard there the bag we're looking for. got, but what. 50 effing dollars == omg, then it's not exactly what i want. AHSHITZXC.

fisherman. anyways, then went to look for a doctor for Angie. went around queensway sec to look for it, then what. don't have == stupid. anyways, went to Clementi there the doctor. blahblah, finish then left. hais, i'm bored :/

Hazel jio me out just now :/ sorry couldn't go, hehs. going out tomorrow~ and maybe sunday. see if i got money k :x

last goodbye

2009-05-14T11:33:00.003+08:00

YAY. art was stupid. Nurul saved my life :D she got my pictures printed :D WOO, so my prep was completed. hahaha, the exam was dumb. i colour finish then sleep already. hahaha, according to Nurul and Priscilla, hoho came to look for me. but i was sleeping. HAHAH.

left immediately after the exam. went home :D my com's screwed. well, the keyboard is anyway. ROAR. i'm still sleepy :/ going fareast with Angie later :D OFF TO FIND MY BAG. yay

Talk is cheap and lies are expensive

2009-05-13T17:36:00.002+08:00

hahahah, last 2 papers for MYE :D i feel happy. hahahah, went to Amy's class in the morning to borrow her calculator. Lit paper first. BITCH THING. i hate it D: maybe cos i'm sleepy, i didn't understand a thing D: i had to take from the passage. FUCKK, sure fail la D: i want to cry.

recess and back up for math. mathpaper2 was short. alamak. an hour and 15 mins == well, i completed it :D hahaha, after school. went SP to train to Jurong. went popular, damn long la == then went to Hazel's house. did abit of art :D then went Holland. I SAW TSL :D hahahaha, her friend's cute :D tell her to cheer cheer up up bcb :D hahaha

waited for Hazel to eat finish then left to get her cookies from subway. LOL, then bus-ed back :D hahaha. NO MORE EXAMS :D out on friday. YAY, hahahaha. shall do art now :D

OHOHOH, there's training this saturday :D yay. hahahah, after a long break. i bet i suck, HAHAHA

i hate this string of emotions i'm feeling

2009-05-12T16:51:00.007+08:00

I kept my mouth shut for too long
All this time you got me wrong
Now we're in this way too far
I'm about to break your heart
Tear everything we had apart

HAHAHA, talking to Geraldine on MSN :D makes me feel happy. hahah. i'm hungry, gonna get chips later :D and i want a transparent backpack :D ahshit, damn damn hungry mans D: tsk.

i think i'm seriously going on my blogging spree thing la. AHAHAH.

STUPID

2009-05-12T13:54:00.004+08:00

STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID. i have no mood anymore. happy happy then no mood. HAHAHA. i want gay and les and bcb and Hazel and Nurul and Priscilla D: i want to cry. fuck you. i hate you and your words and your moodswings. I HATE YOU. roar, i want to cry man. no one has made me feel this bad for a long time, thanks.

and Hazel's stupid. i want leave comment/ tag her. THAT DUMB BUM NO LEAVE NOTHING FOR ME TO COMMENT == smart ah, HOR HAZEL.

can't you see i'm choking

2009-05-12T13:28:00.003+08:00

Hazel woke me up this morning == LOSER. whatever. went to school with her and boobie. bought food to class cos i'm SUPER hungry. hahaha, science first. BIO KILLED ME D: chem was awesome :D YAY, remind me to get some extra large teddy for Mrs Chia for teachers' day :D k whatever. cos Christine Tan took forever to collect the exam papers. pfft, and cos Priscilla Lim and Nurul Naqiyyah(i'm sorry i spelt your name wrongly for the first time, HAHAHA) were also taking an eternity to do whatever in the toilet. we had barely enough time for recess ==

paper1 was nice :D i could solve sums. WOO, hahahah. laughed alot today :D bought bubbletea with Nurul. whee :D then back home :D i'm in a good mood today. hahaha :D

GOING TO MEET TSL TOMORROW :D YAYYY. hahaha, but going Hazel's house for art first :D awesome or what :D hahahah, then vivo with Angie and her friend, Grace, on friday :D YAY. hahahahahahah, but i still wanna go sentosa ==

quiz

2009-05-11T22:52:00.002+08:00

LOL, cos i'm so bored :D

STEP ONE:
Spell your name with songs ;
Jenny
About a girl
Never let you go
Insomnia
Candles
Everywhere
STEP TWO:
Name: Janice
Birth date: 30 march 1995
Nickname: idk and i don't wanna know xD
Eye Color: Black.
Hair Color: Black
Zodiac Sign: Aries :D

STEP THREE:
The shoes you wore today
; Slippers
Your weaknesses
; Trust
Your fear(s)
; Nah uh :D
Your perfect pizza
; idk the name :o

STEP FOUR:
Your best physical feature?
; idk, eyes?
Your bedtime?
; near midnight

STEP FIVE:
This Or That…
; Pepsi or Coke?
Sprite :D
McDonald’s or Burger King
;Mac
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea
; Mango Redtea :D
Chocolate or Vanilla
; Chocolate!
Cappuccino or Coffee
; Mocha

STEP SIX:
Do You…
Smoke?
;No
Sing?
; then?
Dance?
; ah, no comments :D
Take a shower everyday?
; yeah, then go roll in mud ==
Have a crush
; :o
Do you think you’ve been in love?
; idk how love feels :o
Want to go to college
; yeahs
Like(d) sec school
; yeahs :D
Want to get married
; o.o
Get motion sickness
; depends
Think you're a health freak
; No
Get along with your parents
; Nope

STEP SEVEN:
In the past month…
Gone to the mall
; yeah
Eaten the entire box of Oreo?
; i don't like oreo
Eaten Sushi
; nope, too lazy go to the restaurant xD
Been on stage
; Yeah
Gone skating
; ice skating :D
Made homemade cookies
; Ya
Gone Skinny dipping
; wth is that?
Stolen anything
; yeahs

STEP EIGHT:
Ever…
Played a game that required removal of clothing?
; no
If so, was it mixed company?
; no, it was with myself ==
Flashed anyone?
; no
Been beaten up?
; No
Shoplifted
; yeahs

STEP NINE:
Age you hope to be married
; idk,
Numbers of Children
; -.-
Describe your Dream Wedding
; Never thought before.
What country would you most like to visit?
; idk

STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex..
Best eye color?
; BROWN :D
Best hair color?
; Black ;D
Short hair or long hair?
; idk
Height
; 160-170+? :)

STEP ELEVEN:
Number of people I could trust
; got a problem with that :x
Number of CDs that I own
; lazy go count
Number of tattoos
; none :D
Number of piercings
; 3 D:

Personal Quiz
Who were you with yesterday?
; ah, my family
What woke you up this morning?
; STUPID DRILLING
Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
; it's a school day
Do you like anybody?
; didn't you ask that before?

THE PAST
Ever thrown up in public?
; yeah
Passed out because of alcohol?
; nope
What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW?
; where the fuck is that blinking typing thing to help me ==
What kind of home would you like?
; one with swimming pool so i can go late night swimming :D
What do you want to be when you grow up?
; vet?
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
; ah, after JC i guess
Do you like candy necklaces?
; yeah, whatever that is. i can eat them :D
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?
; idk, i've got STM :D
Do you listen to music every day?
; Yeah
Do you still go trick or treating?
; i want to :D
What was the last thing you ate?
; icing :D
Are you a fast typer?
; idk, am i?
Whats your favorite type of soda?
; Sprite :D
Have you ever moved?
; Huh ?
Have you ever won an award?
; Yah, Haha,
Are you listening to music right now?
; yeah, some guzheng thing from tv ==
How long ’till your birthday?
; next year ==
When were you the saddest in your whole life?
; i honestly don't know. HAHAHA
What time is it?
; 11.06pm
Do you use ebay to buy or sell?
; :o what that
Who makes you mad?
; irritating biches
Have you ever heard a song written about you?
; bout me? that'll be cool
Something you want to happen in 2009?
; idk

HONESTY SECTION
Honestly, what color is your underwear?
; idk, what's yours? :D
Honestly, whats on your mind?
; this quiz is funny
Honestly, what are you doing right now?
; ah, typing
Honestly, have you done something bad today?
; define 'bad'. LOL
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
; Amy?
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
; yeahs
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
; IRRITATING PEOPLE.
Honestly, do you bite your nails?
; no
Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
; idk.
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
; Yeah
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now?
; yeah, wanna know?
Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?
; yeah
Honestly, are you in denial?
; yeahs
Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat?
: sometimes,
Honestly, do you like anyone?
; yeah, and it ain't you

Honestly, does anyone like you?
; how am i supposed to know ==

ANGER SECTION
What do you do when you’re mad?
; i get grumpy and want to scream?
What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?
; Cry :D
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
; yeahs, damn regret siahs :o
Do you swear when you’re mad?
; you think lehs

CRYING SECTION
When was the last time you actually cried?
; yesterday
Ever cried yourself to sleep?
; no, you have to stop crying to sleep dumb ass.
Do certain songs make you cry?
; no
What usually makes you cry?
; idk

HAPPY SECTION
Are you usually a happy person?
; happier than you for sure
What makes you the happiest?
idk
Do you believe in yourself?
Yes, of course.
When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?
No? LOL,

OHMYFUCK, i want that fucking blink thing back. i'm getting so frustrated not knowing where it is == give it back D:

oh, i hate you so bad

2009-05-11T21:59:00.002+08:00

can you like fucking made up your fucked up mind. starting of this year, you tell me improve can already. then what, you menopause until forget what you say is it. then tell me you want 70. ohmyfuck. i really hate you and your mouth. not happy go bang wall la, throw temper at me for what. you throw temper would change anything mehs. and please, scolding would not help my results improve. whatever la, i just hate you.

k, i'm awesomely bored. i wanna go out with gay and les again. make me laugh like crazy :D then can horny with gay. HAHAHAHHAHA. ahshit, i forgot i haven't posted. LOL. my eyes can't see straight. like look at something then if don't concentrate, will blurblur one :o i've got cool eyes. HAHAHA

post exams outings

2009-05-11T17:31:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA, i feel happy :D Geraldine, Amanda and Jolene jio me out :D WOO. hahahaha, i'm going out with Geraldine next monday :D HAH! she finally asks me out, yay. ilh. out with Jolene tomorrow. hahaha, that's gonna be nice. Amanda nehs, tsk. that smarty hasn't told me when we're going out. smart huhs. LOL. EEE, wahlao. that dumb Jolene, can't make it. good laa D:

i feel happyyyyy. i know what to draw for art already :D YES! like finally. tuition later D: i'm reluctant. pffftttttt. hahahaha. having millions of fun colouring my supposedly art piece look alike, just 10 times smaller xD k, i'm damn bored man

was messaging Gervais and i told him alot :D i trust he wouldn't tell anyone yeahs :D and what, i wanted to sleep then messages kept flooding my inbox. hahaha, kept me awake you know D: hahahah.

bcb, ignore them and their snide remarks k. we both know who's EQ and IQ is higher right? :D just ignore that manwhore alright :D meloveyou loads

you leave me speechless

2009-05-11T14:22:00.003+08:00

Everyday there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
But it starts again
It'll never end

tsk, looking for pictures for art. and honestly, none has caught my attention. fuck. but i've got an inspiration on what to draw already :D hopefully is see from pictures and get inspiration to draw la. hahahah, i'm hungry.

gonna go get my tako balls later. i want Avril Lavigne songs D: and i'm slowly getting hooked on to The Veronicas songs. hahaha, it's nice. ohmywee, i wanna play basketball later :o i'm going to Hazel's house sometime soon to do art draft :D

ah so, why do you care

2009-05-11T13:07:00.002+08:00

yay, basketball hoop :D

was damn reluctant to wake up again :/ but cos some nincompoop was being the best alarm on earth. was drilling == FUCK YOU LAA D: k whatever. talked to Amy for a while then tuition.

tuition was crap. hahahah, laughed like mad. Serena kept saying i've gone crazy. then still say the one sitting next to me would have gone crazy too. HOR NURUL? hahaha, supposed to go study with Weaven but mum didn't allow me to. sad, sorry Weaven :D

math paper1 and science tomorrow. WAHLAO D: andandand, SENTOSA WITH ANGIE ON FRIDAY :D HAH! LOSER.

i think i'm abit deranged today xD hahahaha, i'm high :D my mum didn't go to work today D: suck

it's all in the past

2009-05-10T22:36:00.003+08:00

PFFFFFFFFT. i'm back on my blogging spree. watched Charlie and The Chocolate Factory. it's cute. 'good morning starshine, the earth says hello.' damn cute you know. Willy Wonka is freakishly cute :D and i wanna get flashbacks like his :D they're awesome.

no school tomorrow :D yay. tho there are far too many hols already == tsk.

what she says hurts, alot

like you can see how hard i'm trying

2009-05-10T17:27:00.003+08:00

some mother's day. i detest today. honestly. i had a wake up call, thanks bitch. really, thanks alot. i honestly hate weekends.

i hate the three of you man. honestly.

putting those aside. i've got the sudden urge to listen to Avril Lavigne's songs. hahaha, got a new TV today. pfft. my eyes feels pain, idk if it's cos i cried or it's cos i slept late last night or it's cos i was constantly rubbing it.

ahwell, there's math paper1 and science on tues. math paper2 and lit on wed. art on thurs. listening on fri. i'm scared for art. idk what to do. need do prep work which i obviously have no idea what's it. movie night with Hazel on fri.

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives

2009-05-09T14:04:00.003+08:00

last night, i couldn't sleep i guess. was thinking about what has happened the past few months. from newyear countdown with les to CCA open house to valentine's day to Angie's birthday to dunman high match to sex ed and eastcoastpark to my birthday to westzone to now. then lastlast year came. i really really miss it D: and come to think of it, i haven't seen Jane since the start of this year altho our schools are so near. fuck la D: pfft, and i heeded Nurul's advice but unfortunately, i didn't succeed. pfft.

woke up cos of bcb's sms. hahaha, sms-ed her for a while then went back to sleep. then Weaven's sms woke me up :o was super reluctant to get out of bed. hahaha. studied blahblah. went for tuition, turns out, don't have. hahaha, retarded.

didn't want to go home, but bobian no one to go study with. plus i didn't bring my wallet D: hais, so i'm home :D and i'm hungry. hahaha, shall go get tako balls later :D YAY. hahaha

if tomorrow was too late

2009-05-08T23:17:00.002+08:00

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much, and its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust

i need someone to talk to me on the phone all the way till 2. i need to go crazy at midnight with someone D: i need so many things, but i doubt there is anyone who can actually give them to me. i need to laugh without that getting-hit-in-the-stomach feeling. i really need to stop being grumpy. i need to cry and i need to stop thinking, like how i didn't in the past.

i hope you know you're killing me inside with what you're saying.

I need a little good luck to get me by this time

2009-05-08T17:49:00.002+08:00

i could wake up today :o maybe it's cos i slept well last night :D hahaha, history was good i guess. i barely slept much. hehs, Priscilla left at the starting D: make me scared siahs. hahaha, after exam went tiong with Nurul and Amy to meet Priscilla :D hahaha, damn crappy la. in mac keep making me laugh, i almost spat my sprite lehs D:

bused back with Amy. hahaha. home, watched my favourite show :D then napped. dad came back, went down buy stuff. talking to Amy for the whole time. hahaha. talking to Ashley, Arynna, Weaven and Yi Xin. cute people :D the girls are horny. HAHAHA, gay.

these few days no appetite ehs :o then eat until happy happy, fullfull. few hours later. want to vomit.

second chance

2009-05-07T22:10:00.002+08:00

history tomorrow. i honestly hope my nerve cells have sufficient information to help me attain goodmarks for this exam :x idk why i stopped using simple words. hahahah, Gervais said he'll revise history with me tomorrow :D woo, thanksthanks :D

:o gay just asked me mathquestion. first in history. hahahaha, cos i normally ask her one. hahaha, messaging les too :D hehehe :o she's on.

i like eating icing :D especially the red coloured ones. but, apparently i'll feel thirsty just eating abit. suchabitch.

and the teacher's are dumb. they want the files. i think i lost some worksheets, plus idk what to write on content page. hehs

H2SO4

2009-05-07T17:28:00.002+08:00

so people have asked me what's wrong and is there anything troubling me deep deep inside. there is. but even if there is, idk how to say it all out. everything single thing. even if i do say them, would they understand and not think i'm seeking attention or going out of my mind. but, even if they do understand, can they help me. i guess not. told Nurul and bcb some of them already, but they themselves think it's complicated. and besides, they have their own problems. how can they help.

Gervais asked too. but, idk how to tell him anything. idk whether he'll think i'm unscrewed or something. hah, i can't cry again :o howhowhow. i feel so abnormal. hah, history history history. here i come.

so this is how guilt feels

2009-05-07T17:02:00.004+08:00

went to school with boobie and Hazel. geog exam. could finish the paper altho i slowly did it :o and i even have time to sleep. after school, went foyer. saw Mrs Chia teaching. then she taught Shafia, Priscilla, Nurul and Melanie. learnt abit then went up to 1/4 to find Mr Woo for Angie's phone. had to wait till 12. stupid

then went to class, found the praying mantis from the light thing at the back. the one to kill mosquitoes. LOL, it's halfdead. no head, body split into half. damn sad you know. tsk, i killed it in the end :x accidentally.

went dentist after school, blahblah. i might get braces :o i'll look more spastic than now. hahaha, went to places after school then finally settling at Angie's roofgarden. talked to her bout stuff.

and, i wanna cry. i don't wanna eat dinner later. fuck, i'm gonna go force myself to learn history. hopefully, that'll make me feel better. and my tongue's cut. i like blood :D

i said what if. doesn't mean it is. whatever la, you wouldn't believe me even if i told you none of it was true. i guess, you would never believe me after what has happened.

Am I supposed to put my life on hold

2009-05-06T22:04:00.003+08:00

geog exam tomorrow. i honestly don't know whether i'm prepared. it feels like it isn't in my mind, yet when i do the paper, the knowledge just comes pouring out. hahaha, but sometimes. that fails me, tsk and i blank out on the paper. hais

lover talked to me on MSN just now :D yay, longlong since i've talked to her. since jan? omg la :o last year somemore closeclose one D: i wonder what's happening now. pfft. and yay, i'm talking to Stephanie again :D woo~

what if i treat this friendship as a game, what if i'm just here cos i'm afraid to hurt you with what i'm gonna do.

falling right into you

2009-05-06T16:25:00.001+08:00

school today was good :D i talked more :D tho i didn't want to, hehs. skipped assembly with Priscilla :D hahaha, damn gay. i couldn't find my thermometer, heh. used Angie's one. thankgod she has the cover la :D hahahah.

history was good :D i feel confident for hist exam on fri :D then recess, i wanted to eat chicken rice. but HoPing wasn't in school, so eat that then like not really nice uhs. hahaha, idk why :x then maths was slack. was given past year exam paper to do. i think i'll go do them later :D

CME was crap. class was given a long lecture D: then um, cleared the cupboard cos it's messy. makes no difference anyway. hahaha, skipped chinese for DnT :D stupid Meldon took my box's lid. made a new one lo :x hahaha, but the one's ugly D: IDIOT LA MELDON.

after school, went mac, laughed alot. then went home. used the com, mapled while talking to Weaven. some ugly bastard from his class called me a chaoahlian. please la, i'm not ahlian. even if i am, i'm so much better than you. you stepbeng one == LOSER

k, i think i go maple with Angie now :D hahaha, ohoh. i apparently don't have much appetite now :/ and i'm scared for geog tomorrow D: Christine Tan's gonna be the one who marks it lehs. wtf D:

I took a shot

2009-05-05T16:28:00.003+08:00

woke up late. quite reluctant to wake up. walked to school. wasn't my usual self today. hais, kinda quiet. or more of, i don't wanna talk much. Ahwong has dengue, hopefully he'll get well :D um then, chinese. laoshi shouted at Priscilla and i. such a loser siahs. then english, blahblah. had recess with Amanda, Jewel and Hazel. got my nametag already. hahaha

skipped a period of math. talking to yanglaoshi. hahaha, she's funny :D back to class. then bio and geog. ms ray's fun :D hahaha, the boys are noisy la. then she discovered that YiQing and Glenn were together. hahaha, supposed to stay back after school. but was too lazy to :x shall stay back tomorrow instead :D plus, i got BM's hug :D

went jurongpoint with Angie. walked around, sorry uhs :x you talk and talk, i just didn't hear much :x ate Macs. saw boobie and Izul(?). then left for stmargs. i hate the guard. LOSER. found out what i needed. end of the year then can confirm :/ hais. Angie cheered me up today :D laughed like crazy with her.

cabbed back. Angie said i'm not my usual self today. i wonder why. hais, almost vomit my lunch :/ shit. i'm moody :/ gonna maple with Angie later :D