ohmygod, i can't sleep. honestly, i can't. at least Nurul's online. and i'm getting a hug from bm. those two would content me i guess. i'm not looking forward to tomorrow. i just want 11.59, to stay as it is and not move on to 12.00.
i guess, i can sum up the general thing for tomorrow. teachers would be more agitated cos exams are in 2 days. i'm gonna feel guilty for the whole day till she gets over what happened just now. lessons are gonna be so dumb cos i wouldn't have any mood after seeing my bio marks. in the afternoon, i guess i'll be going out, again. then home. where it's always so noisy, where i just want to stay in that scenario. then before i sleep, i wonder what will happen.
i don't wanna go school tomorrow. i've got the suffocating feeling again. then there's the heavy heart one. and the stomach doing it's continous somersaults feeling. then staring at my phone, hoping a message would somehow find its way to my phone instead of being lost. but no, i doubt it'll come anyway.
i've thought of what to do since i can't sleep. play MS, find some kind soul to talk to on the phone, laugh at how retared i was in primaryschool tho i'm sure Amanda would be able to tell me, or bloghop. either one of these i guess